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I shld start from 20th may ba... haha... went out with dear to orchard... coz she have to buy her workin clothing for work la!!... haha... den b4 that intented go jurong swim swim one... den end up didnt lor whahaha.... den accompany her go shop around orchard lor... Den we meet amy at specialist shopping centre coz she is doin her hair lor... haha... erm... find it quite nice haha... hope dear also can go highlight etc but i highly dobut she will do it hai...Den dear brought a black pant,white top for her work lor... i simply hate gio long pant coz it look ugly on dear... too baggy... too big... make dear look so short and round! haha....After all the waiting... we went to cienileisure lor... duno whether to eat long john,kfc or subway... den we very stupid lor... haha we Oh Pei So... den end up subway.... den the moment i reach outside the shop i smell something weird.... so stinky man buay ta han den end up still went back eat long john haha... eat eat chat chat there lor... den amy was meeting hongda at 6.30 at tampines den she went off only at 6.30 or so... poor hongda..Den we continue shop shop at heeren lor... haha...den brought dear a pair of earring... nicey!... den i also aiming for either the havainan slipper or the reef slipper.... haha...Den after that around 8 ba... take train home from somerset mrt lor... haha... den on the journey play phone den doze off haha... den dear was so engross in playin her phone haha!!!!... she also lost me in killing the mosquito game haha!!!....Den after that walk home from wdls mrt station lor... whaha... long time no walk walk le... feelin so gd... but i duno why wanna tok abt marriage etc and i know its goin to spoil our mood....we have a small quarrel over this... she ask me wat if u wan marry at 21 or suddenly got shotgun? when i didnt have any saving.... hai!... i duno why she suddenly wanna tok abt this.... i told her that there alwaya alternative like borrowin from ur parent etc.... den duno why she insist wat i mean is like beggin or wat.... that not wat i mean lor hai!... den u wan expect for ur reply? rob bank ar? go temple pray struck lottery ar????..... nonsense rite?.... she her reply was like "OH".... why cant i spend my money happily.... and why muz i now tie myself up??? why cant i like other poly student like that.... why muz u wan me to be diff.... u wan me to save up.... but if u put urself inside my shoe... u will see that there no way for me to save up any $$ lor... u may think small money like spend money on food,drink,sweet,etc maybe seen small to u... but these money add to become big amount k? from startin our relationship till now... how poor am i,i also wont like u go empty stomach... if u wan eat something nice... i will give in and eat something cheap in order to let u can have that something for ur meal.... no matter how poor am i.... i also surely have at least $10 for our meal.... u ask me why i didnt work to save... hai.... but even if i work i also wont get to see my money coz i have to pay my bills?? give parent money?? money spend on food?? money spend on u?? money for my own expense??..... l seldom spend money on myself... since hoilday till now... i work motorola,wall icecream and my dad laundry.... + - also got 2k or so.... but i didnt even buy anything for myself from that 2k..... levi jean,top,shoe,trip to malaysia etc... is all my parent money............................. den where didnt my money gone?.... our eating expense?? chalet?? outing?? clothes for u?? pants for u?? watch for u?? etc etc.... all these nid lots of money.... i see no reason why u shld still complaint after buying so much thing for u when u love those thing when u cant afford it or rather dun wanna use ur own bank money... hai!!!... no really no way for me to save up.... u told me ur fren bi er and her bf got plan for their future etc.... but pls!... remember wat did bi er said durin our outing for watson interview? she also say her bank no money liao... she wanna work to get moeny for shoppin... so now... my question to u is why ppl can spend money and now why cant i?? and ppl can spend their own money on themselves why cant i??? majority of my money goes to u... i didnt spend much money......... u told me hong da got save money when he got his monthly pay.... now my question to u is... did hong da save during his poly yr???? if he save den u can blame me... but i dobut so!.... mostly of my fren wan their gf to be happy each day,to keep them by their side... if i didnt do so... why u still be with me?? i been very frank with u... if u can endure that i didnt fork out anything money on food,junkfood,drink,tibit,etc.... clothing,cosmetic,etc to pamper u... dun be generous toward ur fren... and u always pay for ur thing... den i believe i really can save money..................... really feel hurt when u and ur mom say that i'm lazy dun wanna go work... i just wan to spend the remainin time b4 sch start with u.... is it wrong?? dun u find our relationship nowaday is better coz we always meet nowaday???....... i just feel xin ku when u accuse me!... u said that my parent pamer me too much.... u said that they always give me money... but when they pamper me,they are equally pamperin u coz money will be spend on u....
After everything...i send her home and went home too... on my journey back home... i was thinkin why it is always my fault... even tot i done so much for her.... she still blame me of not saving money... but that the true wat.... how to save when we are goin in a relationship?? unless i got a monthly 2k income now la!.... u wan save 1k or wat suit u also.....den just feel very pek chek... coz always my fault.... hai... den suddenly recieve a sms from dear sayin dd love u muackz... den i was surprise cause a moment ago we are quarrelin abt this thing den suddenly she like that.... haha.. den she reply sayin coz i no money liao still buy earring for her.... hmmm... Now for me... i dun think money is impt... coz? i only have u to support... maybe i feel that money is too easily to be obtain....
Reach home den ming msg me in msn ask me whether wan have mahjong session anot.... den i ask dear b4 agree with him lor... coz long time no play liao... expected lost one la... when there ming... = sure lost!... haha... end up only ming and tian yi(kai ting bf) win... i lost 12 lor.... haha but nvm luckily soccer match won all!! haha.... feelin lucky.... job currently... soccer analyiser!... whaha joke :)
Later goin fetch dear... didnt have much slp since i came come from mahjong.... hai waiting for dear to reply b4 decidin to slp or not.... at first she told me 1 end den now duno.... hai crap la.... nvm gotta wait then..........
Thursday, April 21, 2005
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