11:59 PM
1 mins to twelve and its 24th may liao... meanin to say i'm back to sch!!!..... Orientation is sucking.... but glad to know buddy like eugene,broan,andew!... haha sunshine too lol.... always chatting in msn tat why u wont feel odds when sch start!!! haha... sry for makin that comment sunshine! i didnt mean it one k? didnt really wan u go sp haha!.... more ppl in class den fun! hehe!
Anyway... Hope tml will have a new start/afresh in my poly life!... hope to know gd fren!... no hyporcite again pls! (",).....
Hope to motivate myself more in devotin more time on bloggin hehe!
Monday, May 23, 2005
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11:59 PM
1 mins to twelve and its 24th may liao... meanin to say i'm back to sch!!!..... Orientation is sucking.... but glad to know buddy like eugene,broan,andew!... haha sunshine too lol.... always chatting in msn tat why u wont feel odds when sch start!!! haha... sry for makin that comment sunshine! i didnt mean it one k? didnt really wan u go sp haha!.... more ppl in class den fun! hehe!
Anyway... Hope tml will have a new start/afresh in my poly life!... hope to know gd fren!... no hyporcite again pls! (",).....
Hope to motivate myself more in devotin more time on bloggin hehe!
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1:49 AM
Dear start work liao.... hmmm.... kinda boring stayin at home.... but hmm.... dear wan me to either send her to work or fetch her haha.... i agree on that but sometime i just feel a little physically tired haha.... but nvm!!! haha.... for her i will do anything... hmm... another thing train fare exp also... muz complaint government why our fare so exp even tot we are still a student....!!!Found my old buddy from my time living in khatib...... haha.... he look so diff now....!!... from a nerdy and now become quite style lolx..... his hair look cooL!... haha!.... so gd he can go for ear piercin... but me hmmm... canot ba lolx... mom say look like ah gua! den forget it lor lolx!...... meet him out... first time meet him out den u late for 1 hr+... kinda disappointed lor... but nvm lucky meet dear den eat her dinner with her... haha.. den he came along and join us for dinner.... his name called jia yuan (winston) haha.... den bring him to trim his hair at fareast level 4 rave... haha... cheap and nice... 12 included washing.... haha!! that a great deal!... haha!!Today is my little cousin bday.... Neo Kai Li (kelly) .... haha.... got free time i muz update the pic... haha but i do have the pic at my blogskin haha... she look cute!!! haha... big big eye! haha.... brought her a present.... hmm... shape object den u throw into a simliar hole haha.... hope she will like it haha.... i seldom buy thing for cousin expect for her... duno why hahaha just find her cute ba!!! hahaha.... hope my other cousin wont envy!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe....I feel that i have neglected dear a little today.... i musnt continue like this... i muz let her feel wanted.... and let her be comfortable being with me... i muz change my attitude TOO!!!!.... its late.. muz get some slp now... tml have to send dear to work!.. hehe... nite all!
Monday, April 25, 2005
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11:54 AM
I shld start from 20th may ba... haha... went out with dear to orchard... coz she have to buy her workin clothing for work la!!... haha... den b4 that intented go jurong swim swim one... den end up didnt lor whahaha.... den accompany her go shop around orchard lor... Den we meet amy at specialist shopping centre coz she is doin her hair lor... haha... erm... find it quite nice haha... hope dear also can go highlight etc but i highly dobut she will do it hai...Den dear brought a black pant,white top for her work lor... i simply hate gio long pant coz it look ugly on dear... too baggy... too big... make dear look so short and round! haha....After all the waiting... we went to cienileisure lor... duno whether to eat long john,kfc or subway... den we very stupid lor... haha we Oh Pei So... den end up subway.... den the moment i reach outside the shop i smell something weird.... so stinky man buay ta han den end up still went back eat long john haha... eat eat chat chat there lor... den amy was meeting hongda at 6.30 at tampines den she went off only at 6.30 or so... poor hongda..Den we continue shop shop at heeren lor... haha...den brought dear a pair of earring... nicey!... den i also aiming for either the havainan slipper or the reef slipper.... haha...Den after that around 8 ba... take train home from somerset mrt lor... haha... den on the journey play phone den doze off haha... den dear was so engross in playin her phone haha!!!!... she also lost me in killing the mosquito game haha!!!....Den after that walk home from wdls mrt station lor... whaha... long time no walk walk le... feelin so gd... but i duno why wanna tok abt marriage etc and i know its goin to spoil our mood....we have a small quarrel over this... she ask me wat if u wan marry at 21 or suddenly got shotgun? when i didnt have any saving.... hai!... i duno why she suddenly wanna tok abt this.... i told her that there alwaya alternative like borrowin from ur parent etc.... den duno why she insist wat i mean is like beggin or wat.... that not wat i mean lor hai!... den u wan expect for ur reply? rob bank ar? go temple pray struck lottery ar????..... nonsense rite?.... she her reply was like "OH".... why cant i spend my money happily.... and why muz i now tie myself up??? why cant i like other poly student like that.... why muz u wan me to be diff.... u wan me to save up.... but if u put urself inside my shoe... u will see that there no way for me to save up any $$ lor... u may think small money like spend money on food,drink,sweet,etc maybe seen small to u... but these money add to become big amount k? from startin our relationship till now... how poor am i,i also wont like u go empty stomach... if u wan eat something nice... i will give in and eat something cheap in order to let u can have that something for ur meal.... no matter how poor am i.... i also surely have at least $10 for our meal.... u ask me why i didnt work to save... hai.... but even if i work i also wont get to see my money coz i have to pay my bills?? give parent money?? money spend on food?? money spend on u?? money for my own expense??..... l seldom spend money on myself... since hoilday till now... i work motorola,wall icecream and my dad laundry.... + - also got 2k or so.... but i didnt even buy anything for myself from that 2k..... levi jean,top,shoe,trip to malaysia etc... is all my parent money............................. den where didnt my money gone?.... our eating expense?? chalet?? outing?? clothes for u?? pants for u?? watch for u?? etc etc.... all these nid lots of money.... i see no reason why u shld still complaint after buying so much thing for u when u love those thing when u cant afford it or rather dun wanna use ur own bank money... hai!!!... no really no way for me to save up.... u told me ur fren bi er and her bf got plan for their future etc.... but pls!... remember wat did bi er said durin our outing for watson interview? she also say her bank no money liao... she wanna work to get moeny for shoppin... so now... my question to u is why ppl can spend money and now why cant i?? and ppl can spend their own money on themselves why cant i??? majority of my money goes to u... i didnt spend much money......... u told me hong da got save money when he got his monthly pay.... now my question to u is... did hong da save during his poly yr???? if he save den u can blame me... but i dobut so!.... mostly of my fren wan their gf to be happy each day,to keep them by their side... if i didnt do so... why u still be with me?? i been very frank with u... if u can endure that i didnt fork out anything money on food,junkfood,drink,tibit,etc.... clothing,cosmetic,etc to pamper u... dun be generous toward ur fren... and u always pay for ur thing... den i believe i really can save money..................... really feel hurt when u and ur mom say that i'm lazy dun wanna go work... i just wan to spend the remainin time b4 sch start with u.... is it wrong?? dun u find our relationship nowaday is better coz we always meet nowaday???....... i just feel xin ku when u accuse me!... u said that my parent pamer me too much.... u said that they always give me money... but when they pamper me,they are equally pamperin u coz money will be spend on u....
After everything...i send her home and went home too... on my journey back home... i was thinkin why it is always my fault... even tot i done so much for her.... she still blame me of not saving money... but that the true wat.... how to save when we are goin in a relationship?? unless i got a monthly 2k income now la!.... u wan save 1k or wat suit u also.....den just feel very pek chek... coz always my fault.... hai... den suddenly recieve a sms from dear sayin dd love u muackz... den i was surprise cause a moment ago we are quarrelin abt this thing den suddenly she like that.... haha.. den she reply sayin coz i no money liao still buy earring for her.... hmmm... Now for me... i dun think money is impt... coz? i only have u to support... maybe i feel that money is too easily to be obtain....
Reach home den ming msg me in msn ask me whether wan have mahjong session anot.... den i ask dear b4 agree with him lor... coz long time no play liao... expected lost one la... when there ming... = sure lost!... haha... end up only ming and tian yi(kai ting bf) win... i lost 12 lor.... haha but nvm luckily soccer match won all!! haha.... feelin lucky.... job currently... soccer analyiser!... whaha joke :)
Later goin fetch dear... didnt have much slp since i came come from mahjong.... hai waiting for dear to reply b4 decidin to slp or not.... at first she told me 1 end den now duno.... hai crap la.... nvm gotta wait then..........
Thursday, April 21, 2005
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8:03 PM
Manage to update my blogskin with photo!!... nice... haha... ppl pls give comment at my tagboard k? hehe.... today erm... quite a sweet day ba....
Went over dear there.... b4 goin her house... buy her bubble tea... the name called "living beauty"... haha.. but the taste itself isnt very nice haha.... Den walk back to dear home with dear coz she find me at the area near her house....
Bao Bao so ke ai.. haha keep playing with her.. den hor so spoil mood..... the piggy keep slping.... even till i left her house she also slpin.. hai bo bian... blame me man... and up till now she still slpin..... such a piggy man!... haha...
Feel like play mahjong... anyone got leg??? jio me?? haha....
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
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9:57 PM
Wake Up at 9... call dear at 9.30 today coz we actually meet at 11... but hor... expected lor... she late again hmmm...... 12 den reach my house haha....
Den we search up down left right for the stuff to make the pan cake and finally we find it haha... find the mixer in the storeroom and the pan in the kitchen... den dear very forgetful one leh... only brought the pan cake floor only... didnt buy milk and egg come come... haha
Go ntuc buy buy lor den rain quite big so big my one and only umbrella out hehe... walkin in the rain is so romantic haha.... just love her hehe muackz.... today also its a happy happy day!!!!!!!!!!!
Den dear very clusmy one.. haha.... back le den she do the mixing and stuff... den end up make my kitchen in a mess man!!!! coz she tok tok to me den pour the stuff out from the bowl oh man... that dirty hahaha!!! den i little angry den say say her hahaha....
First time cook pan cake i think we did quite a gd job haha.... look like mac hot cake but dun test as nice la lol..... but still nice... haha den quite stupid haha... dear go ask mac for the maple syrup lol... so paiseh lolx!!!!!!!!!!..........
But some of the pan cake is not well cook lolx... den dear very stupid... told her bro that is uncook den make her bro dun dare to eat... unlike me.. didnt tell my sis den both at total of 5 pic lolx.... clever me!.......
After the cookin and stuff den send dear home!... haha... return bk at civil library den go cwp buy ink cartiage haha.... den hor... she very pai si... keep wanna give me love bite lol.... but lucky i know how to defend haha...
Intend wan walk home... she la... piggy fatty.... end up take bus home lor... den stay at her home awhile see bao bao.... bao bao sick sick.. so ke lian... grow up le... more and more pretty le haha... bao bao cute cute hehe.. but now sick sick look abit weak weak! haha.........
Dad called den i walk to 211 kpt lor haha.... den have a feast there.. haha so nice.... 5 ppl eat 5 dishes lol.. chicken wings and fries nicey!!!!!!!!........... den after that go hillview accompany dad delivery towel haha... new one.... den changi also have the outlet haha... gdgd... hope dad can earn more haha...!
Monday, April 18, 2005
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11:00 PM
Wake up at 10.45... haha... actually wake up at 8+ one... den keep turning tossin nuaing on bed at dear house... haha!.... got no chance to hug her due to her conserve family culture haha... but its okie... haha... den i kinda paiseh den keep wake dear up... that pig hor... so piggy one leh... can slp in such a hot environment... i really buay ta han man! lolx...
Den her mom so sweet.... cook porridge..... den after brushin teeth etc den eat eat... its was nice!... especially the "mei cai" so nice man!... lolx... den her mom also brought some meat home lor.. den with porridge with that lor haha....
Den her mom,me and herself... was in the kitchen eating together and tokin lor... haha... anyway also nth much also haha... wanna thx her mom for such a nice breakfast hehe!.... home dishes still the best!!! hope my mom cook more often also haha miss her cookin....
I saw my phone!!!! 8 miss called!!! from who??? my parent.... damn man duno wat happen soomemore my phone didnt turn to silent... den somemore i put level 5 for my tone... so noisy man... hai... den surely its my phone wake up her parent,ahma and stuff.... feel so guilty and paiseh den called and scold my mom!!!...
Actually wanna nua at her house till her family go out den out with them together hahaha... den suddenly pop one ming yuan aunt out haha... didnt saw her b4 man... den kinda shy lolx.... coz i nv see her b4 hahaha.... den scare she will think wat on earth brought me to her house so i decide to leave from home lor... bo bian lolx....
Den nth much lor.. home le... play com etc..... den go bath....haha... den nap in my sister room together haha.... coz their bed is so big hehe.... slp around 1 hr+ den sis wake me up coz parent abt to back soon so tell us get ready to go down for dinner lor...
Dad actually wanna bring us to thai resturant but too many ppl la... den saw my cousin aunt all haha.... den chat chat awhile den go seperate way lor!...
Bo bian eat at chong pang nasi lemak but quite a feast la... even tot not very exp lolx.... but use to eating cheap stuff haha.... bo bian.... i'm grow up in a environment anything i also eat one lolx.... den also order prawn and mushroom chee chong fan!... nicey!..
Hmm... actually nth much lor haha... dun wanna blog today one coz really nth special... boring all day round... another day waste......... cant wait for sch to reopen man!.... wanna get to know more and new fren lol.... =)
Sunday, April 17, 2005
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3:51 AM
Finaly get to out... see dear dear..... at first kinda sad,upset,angry with her but now no more.... we decide catch movie at jurong pt golden village.... the name of movie called `wet dream`... its a m18 show la... den when we are at the counter buying the ticket.... the person so fussy.... nid show ic etc... still muz sign man.... haha!... but nvm... hehheZ....
Den we went to the food court lor.... haha bo bian.... no money le... spend so much $$ during chalet and the stupid card lolx.... den just order a fried chicken chop rice and po bian lor... anyway dear eat already lor den say she not hungry.....den keep feedin dear dear lor.. haha kinda sweet.. but the place where we sit in the food court is so dark.. haha!.... den make our eye so pain!...Den walk walk around Jurong Pt awhile lor... haha den come to world of sport..... den got sport wide 50% discount lor... so freakin cheap.. den teva slipper only 2 for 29.90.... hai.... so kinda upset coz really cheap den no money buy.. wat to do.... i'm so really didnt work! hai hai hai!Den we went to cinema lor haha.... brought the india cracker and drink into cinema... den watch watch watch etc..............Den suddenly think the show kinda bian tai!... ( not recommand for gal...,guy may find this show a little boring haha)den dear dear keep wanting kiss me i think due to the show ba... she's horny lolx!... no la... i'm just jokin lol....Show finish................ i rate the show 2.5/5?? haha.... a little funny haha... but the story line like very hmmmm.... i muz said,very bo liao.... Unlike wat we recent watch at chalet with poly mate.... Sex Is Zero... that one is damn hot!... shiok man nice lolx.... We were like very panicking coz scare there no public transport back to wdls.... haha.... lucky still manage catch the last 187 back to wdls.... den on the way.... i feel so xin ku.... feel like vomitting lor.... den dear suggest me stay over nite at her place coz can save money rather take cab home and now i'm at her house bloggin lolx... she already on bed like pig like that....Den i'm feel so stupid coz i press the bell and alight at marsiling mrt stop... den walk one big round back to dear house... actually wanna climb over the hill cause that the short cut la.... den dear scare there SNAKE there den scare i will drag la etc............ hmph!.... den feel so spoil mood... on the way didnt really tok much to her....And now that i'm at her house... i shall end now lol..... slp too.... hai.... bu si guan man!.... no air con no fan!... so hot den wear back the stink t-shirt... hai unlike she came to my place overnite... coz she benefit from it.... she can wear my clothes slp... den got air con somemore... den here hai nth.... den i'm wearing her bro yong short coz my jean really stink lol..... nite all! :)Love U My Cutie Pie!.... Happy 26th Ann!..... Muack!...
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1:49 PM
Damn... I'm rotting at home man!!!..... but no one wanna accompany me out including my GF.... wat is this world man!!! she told me b4 that she will accompany me out on sat and sun.... now????? today she say she not feelin well wanna stay at home den tml got family outing..... den wat abt me????Actually today going joggin and swimmin one... but she told me she wanna slp den nvm lor... i also went back to slp... wake up at 11+ den rot till now...... hai!.... actually got mahjong session with cousin end up..... CANCEL!... hai why i so suay one... why i got gf like dun have like that....Hope someone will call my no. rite now and jio me out..... hai.... who wan mahjong? who wan watch soccer matches??? who wan play basketball?? who wan go out shop??? etc etc??? pls contact me 91859992... i fuckin damn bored stayin at home...BORING LA!.... GF KEEP DUN WAN OUT.... I DUN SEEN TO HAVE ONE... DAMN JUST TELL ME WHAT TO DO LA! FEEL SO LONELY AND FUCK UP RIGHT NOW!~
Saturday, April 16, 2005
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12:17 AM
Why is it always my fault after every quarrel!.... i just dun understand why..... why muz u treat me like that.... why u always think that u are not in the wrong and so stubborn in ur view.... just feelin so fuck up!.... why u dun think for me!......Why u suddenly wan this changes!......... When i start to feel in love again why u like that......... maybe like wat u comment i'm sick... i always in the wrong and u are right in every area.........Why muz we always quarrel!....... Why you can chose to ignore me,hate me,etc after every quarrel and i canot.... i tot this is a democratic world??? Why you canot be more understand and more reasonable...Why Why Why Why Why......... Hell Lotsa Why...... Fuck Them All
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